I wasn't going to post tonight but... Went to church this morning and met Amber there. This guy that was in the chair behind the one Amber saved for me was like, "You can't sit there, I won't be able to see over you!" Then he laughed, gave me an awkward pat on the shoulder like it was all just a joke. Sad thing is that I believe that is really how he felt deep down inside...why else would he say it? He doesn't know me, we're not pals so...I don't know. I didn't try and hunch over for him either so I guess that makes me a jerk too. Dad and mom had a big day out at the farm so they didn't go with us. It was a pretty good service. Still trying to figure out the analogy of "prayer shouldn't be your 911 call when things go bad...it should be like your spare tire in your trunk." Umm....isn't the spare tire in the trunk in case things go badly? Who thinks about the spare tire at any other moment other than when you get ...
This is a wild mess of a world we live in and I'm just trying to navigate it in the best way that I know how. Come along with me for the ride. You never know, it might be that one thing that changes your life forever...